Stilltheman

I'm no good at telling you how I feel So I'm writing you this letter to let you know I love you Chris, I cry at night I cry in loneliness Shedding tears that no one can see Hiding my weakness Cheerful for a life, that I fear means nothing anymore I cry Chris I think back of the nights you spent Watching me sleep Holding me I think back And in my heart, I'm so sorry I broke your heart And I tour mine in half I'm suffocating in guilt, tormenting my soul I know I acted stupid And that no one knows it but you But Chris, I just want to be able to sleep at night The way I used to in your arms The voices in my head are louder, since we've been a