Stilltheman

I'm no good at telling you how I feel So I'm writing you this letter to let you know I love you Chris, I cry at night I cry in loneliness Shedding tears that no one can see Hiding my weakness Cheerful for a life, that I fear means nothing anymore I cry Chris I think back of the nights you spent Watching me sleep Holding me I think back And in my heart, I'm so sorry I broke your heart And I tour mine in half I'm suffocating in guilt, tormenting my soul I know I acted stupid And that no one knows it but you But Chris, I just want to be able to sleep at night The way I used to in your arms The voices in my head are louder, since we've been a

Take my hand (she said) Don't be scared (she kissed him) I'll take care off you (she whispered) Hold here (as she ran her fingers gently) You'll learn to love me (she added) Just let me show you how He passed out in her exquisiteness And awoke in the delightfulness of her arms His eyes welled up with tears For he never (ever) expected this reality I love you (he said) I know (she smiled) You saved me! You too!

I'm trying so hard, that you don't leave me this way Guess I'm so stupid because, people don't change They seldom or never, that's why I'm screaming at you That scratch on your arm, is this the same blood under my nails I'm so sorry my love, I didn't mean to hurt you like this If you love me turn back, from the door back to me Have I lost your sight, have you no vision of me Have I no worth, that you won't notice or fight for me still The nights I lay up, in waiting for you And that night you came back, while smelling of her The rivers the mountains, they've heard all of my cries If underserving your love, then these blades have ru